Lost and Found

Regret - A feeling of sadness, repentance, or disappointment over something that has happened or done.

I found my rage again; I found it through regret. The only thing to truly feel about this whole debacle that I have allowed to get too far. 

Avarice

And sometimes this is my own doing. My need to be so exclusive is my own destruction... the bane of my own sanity.

My avarice may one day be my downfall...

Or maybe it's the notion that keeps some people I care about protected.