Stitches

.... beaten until I can't breathe....

.... Drawn to a flame... led me in I couldn't sense the pain...

.... Left seeing RED on my own...

...I'll be needing stitches...

Running on Empty

Highschool music.....

"...if you close your eyes..."

And the walls kept tumbling down

In the city that we love

Rain clouds roll over the hills

Bringing darkness from above

But if you close your eyes,

Does it almost feel like

Nothing changed at all?

And if you close your eyes,

Does it almost feel like

You've been here before?

How am I gonna be an optimist about this?

Where'd You Go?

sometimes i feel like shit. somedays i want to quit and just be normal for a bit. i don't understand why you have to always be gone i get along but the trip always feels so long.

....i want you to know it's a little fucked up that i'm stuck here waiting at times debating...

Where'd You Go?

…Proved Wrong...

Here's the New Year coming up soon. I was so proved wrong…

"This year is going to be an awesome year"

Outside certain 'lives', it is. I have a blessing that I can truly say will make my years living WORTH it. But in "there"….

I was proved wrong.

There's the new year. Isn't it *time* to 'grow up'?

Or am I TRULY a lifer here til the bitter end?

Are "We" Lucky?

"Like the Legend of the Phoenix

All Ends with Beginnings

What Keeps the Planet Spinning

The Force of Love Beginning ... 

... We've Come Too Far To Give Up Who We Are

So Let's Raise the Bar and Our Cups to The Stars .."

What do you see in front of your fist?

"Caught up in the Riddles..."

"I know... Caught up in the Middle.. I CrY jUsT a LiTtLe, When I Think of Letting GO.

... Gave up on the Riddle... I Cry just a little, when I Think of Letting Go."

I am Masterless. And you are Rage. Who IS MORE MALLEABLE for this world?

But which World do we speak of, when there is far more lives than two that is distorted. If Fallacies were the meaning of each spoken word, why did you you attain this level, Testament of Rage? The Answers lie beyond and the Riddles are sometimes not what it seems as you decipher it. Or perhaps to the level of how much you know each other, perhaps it is as you perceive it without the nostalgia of fury. So who is more malleable?

Versatility isn't just the asset of one that abides to be unruly or ungovernable.

Remember. Beyond the LACK of and the NEED, there is always a Logic. Unless of course it is another Tainted Dreams that we speak of and if THAT is THE CASE...

Take this blade to your wrist and help it end what makes you Ugly.

Can't Get Over This Song...

"Somebody that I used to Know" Performed at KCRW

Perhaps the meaning of this song has become less relevant in regards to what I used to remember this for. I have the Three that means a lot in a realm that I didn't think WOULD be this cathartic.

I don't know, perhaps I am a glutton for what tragic endings COULD've been and the concept of perhaps what people MIGHT be now.

It also entices my writing, so perhaps read a few more old posts and listen to a few songs including this one, and perhaps I can get back to my minor hiatus. Or maybe I just need a boost.

"... Had your friends collect your records and then change your number..."

A haunting song indeed.

"Pursuit of Happiness..."

....if I fall... if I die... Know I lived it to the fullest....

...Dreams.... Dreams...

You don't really care about the trials of tomorrow....

....The Pursuit of happiness....

I'll be fine once I get it... I'll be Good.