.:Masterless and Rage:.

And what if this has all fallen?! What if this is another tandem to further prove the point that everything falls no matter how hard your try?! What if everything WE HAVE DONE WOULD'VE HAVE BEEN FOR NAUGHT?! 

What if it's not? What if deep within this... that person that you have called to "love", that person that you feel the guilt for... that person that everyone else considers so special is on her own thinking... mending... thinking of you? Sending you the vibes you need and yet you disclaim it for the possibility of something is falling apart?

Why doesn't "she" just tell me that everything is alright then? Why is it that it's SO HARD to be here?

She isn't like you. She isn't like the other. In fact, now that I really think about, right now, and how detrimentally oblivious she is sometimes, she is a lot like the one who falls for me. 

You speak in riddles and jests when there is a lot of HEARTACHE at stake!!! 

There is a reason. She was there at the pinnacle of your rage. She came back when you were adamant that she won't. She feels guilt far more than you truly know. She isn't like. Like me. 

For all we know she could be suffering.

For all we know she could be, and that is her battle. Some battles are fought better alone, you should know that. But you are also aware when needed, there are others there for you. THAT is what you need to do right now. Are you wrong for your doubts? No. Are you wrong to think of things because of these moments? Yes. This will be the month of trials! The last debacle doesn't help things but guess what, it also promoted CHANGE. There is one thing guaranteed in the life we live and that one thing is change! So we need to change too; we need to keep changing. We need to be the better... what is it again? 

Pay for things we---

No. Now who's an idiot.

Excuse me?

We have to be greater than what we have suffered. 

.....Okay.... I don't like that quote. The girl dies.

Well then, I guess like the legend of the Phoenix... all Ends with Beginnings. We're still touching the 'new' world you know. 

And if it's all for naught?

Then at the end of the day, we can truly TRULY say: We tried. Sometimes my friend, that's all that really matters.