A Paradigm Shift.

There are times when I must astutely look at things and how they are. I am as I am. Like clockwork, I comply to the needs of my emotions. I play it out as I am and how I feel; rambunctiously and sometimes maliciously feeding off what the beating heart has told me and the action derives from the simple feel. There are times when that would suffice and other times when it would not.

I think I can say that this isn't my time to be in front. As much as I'd like to be the one that gets it right, I'm going to be the one that makes it all wrong this time.

It is because the "Best of Me" isn't on hand ... "she" is somewhere trying to cope with the chasm that has been created by the simple flick of a switch. Shattered thoughts have led to this ...

Will there be a time again? Perhaps.

As of right now ... this isn't my fight. Not right now.