Masterless and Rage: Within and Beyond

You ever thought about what it all meant? Like, you know, like how we used to? How you used to? 

I can't deny that the questions you are throwing at me seems to be.... implying something. Hinting at something within you that constantly devours you.

Piece by piece. Slowly, everyday. Most days I'm really good at holding them back. 

We've gotten accustomed to holding them back.

Because we've faced this same dilemma countless of times over. The feeling of... loss. The feeling of having fought and tried, lost and won...

Thinking we've climbed the highest peak and on the other side the fruit of our labor will greet us. 

That's what we were led to believe, right? Until we realize that on the other side,

It's more or less the same thing over and over again. 

A constant lesson to be taught and a pain to come to grip with. 

A feeling of desolation. Loneliness. A feeling of regret. 

And loss. 

A feeling that everything was in vain. 

......... So you still understand.

I still feel it everyday. 

It's slow, but it continues to eat you up... the only thing you can do is run... run faster than it can, fight it... and don't give it a moment to catch its breath.

Because when we give it that moment... this is what we feel. We see the truth all over again. We realize that despite it all, despite them knowing... there is not a single body that cares to make it right.

Because we are not like them. We cannot be like them. That is why we are easy to forget. To replace. 

But someday... somewhere beyond there's going to be a change, correct? 

The moment we are the catalyst of change.... it will all come to fruition. I swear. I will make it all right... we will make it all right at the behest of our vengeance.