Masterless and Rage: Stitches

This is what it feels like.

Yeah. Literally both sides of the coin seemed to have lost the meaning of keeping their word. 

And everything else that came with it.

There is still ambivalence. 

Of course. There is still a lot to be afraid of.

We're barely starting one side and I'm already afraid. 

You have every right to be.

And you?

I don't know. We'll see where time is. Strange as it is.... I find it quite.... I don't know.

Well do you want to know something?

Yeah?

For the first time I actually came to the realization that this fight is really 'on my own'. 

.......... yeah. Sometimes we have to learn to stitch ourselves up.

No one can help. And in this side of town, there is no victory to be had. 

Yeah. Why are we fighting and enduring again? Why are we forgiving and trying when in the end it could just be for naught?

.......... I'm not sure. Ask me in a couple of weeks..... but there's always that 'feeling'.